Welcome to DA. I'm fairly new here as well, and I share the feelings of awakening that you are having in this wonderous world of art. I really do appreciate your thoughtful comments. While there are many words exchanged here at at DA, it is still a special event when someone takes the time to thoughtfully share their insights. As artists, I think these moments of mindful reflection are fuel for our further growth. It's amazing how someone else's observations provide opportunities for us to see and think in new ways.
It will be interesting to observe how your adventures here influence your growth. It seems, from your gallery, that you have a wide range of stylistic interests and ample technical ability. I'm particularly drawn to "Icarus" and the "Spirit Tree." And I feel peaceful and harmonious looking at your recent pastoral watercolor.
May you dwell in abundant creative artful living.